Circle back.
Dallas Green has an awesome voice. He’s from Alexisonfire if you didn’t know.
So far so good. I’m definitely going to Green Day in Jan next year.
I think I’m getting to like this. It’s so simple now.
Mid-November’s coming. Yes. Shall be an awesome month. With the O levels ending too.
Think I’m definitely getting ink in December.
That’s a bit of what’s happening now. Just to show I’ve not stopped posting.
I Awoke
Only to find my lungs empty
And through the night, so it seems I’m not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I’m breaking down, I think I’m breaking downAnd I’m afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I’ll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I’m breaking downSomeone come and, someone come and
Save my life
Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead but now it’s like the night is taking sides
All the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will sufficeI’ve become
A simple souvenir of someone’s kill
Like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to hell
Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I’m breaking downSomeone come and, someone come and
Save my life
Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead but now it’s like the night is taking sides
All the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will sufficeSomeone come and, someone come and
Save my life (x3)
Could it be? This misery will suffice
In the midst of an outrage, I find elysium.
Just a quick post to be enriched further tmr,
HAD A BLAST AT HALLOWEEN. Or well, a really good time anyway. Too bad I couldn’t get any pics except from before we left, so I’ma just give you some.
Don’t mind the guy in the masked rider mask haha, he left for home before we left the house.
So many people wanted to take our photos, well, Aydan’s and Mine anyway. There was a little halloween event with loads of costumed people too. Went trick-or-treating and earned, one candy bar hahaha from some caucasian guy. But we got some candy from random shopkeepers. Was pretty fun I guess, a good time was had by all.
I guess my season pass’s expired.
www.goldinuniverse.com Holy shit. That things been super accurate a few times now, it’s freaky.
Go try. The password for the next post is the first 3 letters and the last 3 letters of the guy who signs the bottome of your results. Just check it out. I even started with a different colour to match my mood, and it nailed it. Freaky.
Deciding a jamming day’s tough. Aydan didn’t come to lunch to plan. Meh, we’ve all got conflicting timetables so it’s gonna be a real challenge to fit something in.
Decided on what I’ma get for a 2nd tattoo. Probably a symmetrical design on either shoulderblade. Kinda like Danny’s brother in American History X. He’s got those sweet pitbulls on either shoulder.
Hmmm Aza said she hasn’t gotten her pay yet either. They’re certainly taking their time huh. Nat too.
Cheers starting from scratch.
Warm guns, and long-dead suns.
Happiness a warm gun is.
So many things brought to light today. Oh so many.
But we’ll start with this? It’ll make you sad, maybe. Make you un-happy. But here it’s pretty touching.
Kinda reminded me almost of the Harlequin Icthyosis Baby, but that’s a totally different thing.
Anyway, school looks set to be alright, if Psychology remains generally similar throughout the rest of the term then I think I’m gonna enjoy myself. Most of the subjects look manageable. Especially Business Sstatistics. It’s like e-maths all over again. However I do think accounting’s gonna be my bane again. Still, I’ve gotta work harder this term to salvage my GPA.
Can’t wait for November, and December. O levels end and Angie.
One more holiday. One more part time job, and I’m getting an ESP Eclipse-1 FR oh yeah. Getting a guitar you’ve dreamt about since forever is probably gonna be a pretty good feeling.
Next song I hope to cover with the band’s Killswitch Engage’s My Curse. (short review mode) It’s gonna be really, really hard. Guitarwork’s nothing for Mark and me, bass should be simple too. The drums are gonna kill Sherman. There be some insane bass beats in there. And the vocalist has an epic voice. Not epic as in awesome, but epic as in huge. It sounds so very big. It’s sorta, a love song I guess, pretty catchy too. Listen.
Watched The Royal Tenenbaums again, still as awesome as ever. That picture up there? The one with the bloodied hands on a sink. Yeah, I got it from the movie. Scene where Richie tries to kill himself. That show was made really really well. At first I had no idea what was going on, because there’s not much of an intro to the story. But later on it kinda draws you into it. Well, could be just me.
I keep doing this haha, everytime I feel like sleeping, I visit a few “last” pages, and then I get sucked into using the com again. Totally eats up my sleep. Alright, I think I’ll end here. Cheers for a totally pointless post. Like all of them’ve been. Gnight.
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Funny how things turn up when you least expect them.
The weatherman reports a chill in the wind.
So my holidays are over. Wow I’ve not been here in awhile. Not so happy with my less-than-stellar timetable. It’s alright I guess. But it’s gonna be real hard to fit in jam sessions in there. Got psychology fundamentals as my CDS, wednesday 6-7 p.m. Cool. /Like Psychology. Gonna see whether I should join Archery as a CCA. Seems fun.
The CJ people are done with promos, time to clock some fun time.
Oh I guess I should showcase this. Aydan’s father’s improvised guitar piece. It’s unbelievable I tell you.
Gotta stop sleeping late. Yeargh.
Hmm. School starts at 2 tomorrow. can’t drum too early in the morning can’t drum too late in the evening. Won’t be home in between. Fucked.
Okay. Gonna hit the sheets soon. Gnight people.
Barbed bolts and narrowed gunsights.
Everyone’s travelling.
Vietnam, Australia, Europe, New Zealand.
Oh well.
Went to go see the F1 Qualifying rounds, from my mom’s office haha, right beside the track, awesome view. We were like almost directly above the track. Saturday’s highlight.
Been neglecting my guitar, damn, and I just bought new strings. trying some new brand D’addario. Always used roto-sound. This weeks been a “meh” week, reason being the band didn’t meet up, busy people all of us. Even worse when school starts. All different timetables. Would be cool if we could schedule some nightly band practice thing. Wonder when we’ll start doing venues.
Musicwise, I just found this song, sounded real familiar, kept bugging me till I remembered it was featured in the 500 Days Of Summer teaser trailer. The Temper Trap – Sweet Disposition
Something’s still wrong with my embedding, so I’ll just give links.
The Temper Trap – Sweet Disposition
Atmospheric, soft rock. Cool stuff, worth the listen.
(500) Days Of Summer Teaser Trailer
(trailer)
Alright, might go see F1 live tomorrow, let’s see how it goes?
You might wanna watch the traffic in town. It’s a bitch.
Guess there wasn’t any band practice this week, Sherms and Aydan claimed business.
Still, gots ta get my drumming groove on at home. We’ll hopefully play Jimmy Eat World’s “The Middle”. True song.
So, to start, well I’ve been sleeping at 8 in the morning and waking in the evenings on a daily basis now, and yesterday (thursday) just as my head hit the pillow, I got a call, job available in town, rush there by 9. Haha fuuuu- it was 8 and I was just about to sleep. Oh well, so I rush to change, I’d already just showered, and cabbed to Tanah Merah, MRT to City hall, rushed to the Ritz-Carlton. So apparently my job was to be a runner for the co-ordinators of the Crystal Ball F1 Party. Haha, cool. Pay was about 10 bucks an hour. As a runner, Nat, Tim, some malay guy (Think his name was Ken) and I had to do whatever they needed us to do. Easy at times, maddening as hell at others, but all fun.
Around 9-ish out job was to move stuff and unpack. Easy stuff, and I’ve gotta say, the hotel staff guys are so, so, “weak”. Took two of them to carry a single comfy chair thing up a level, whilst complaining. pfft, Nat, Tim, Ken and I all found it pretty easy actually. We took one each.
So we spent the first part of the day setting up stuff, helping to move things, while the girls (Aza and Jill) had the super-fun and exciting job of – ironing. Haha, fun right. 280 napkins to iron.
Haha, and also, Nat lost an “oya-peya-som” thing, and had to go fecth them coffee from starbucks. He snuck me one too woo.
Then later, Tim and I got dispatched to Amoy street, to pick up carpeting from the main office, and get cash to do collections around the place. (+1 to hot french woman in the office)
Headed back to the Ritz with the people in the truck carrying the carpets, directed them through the tunnels through the Conrad Hotel’s basement carparks. Then headed topside to find Emma (main person giving me jobs to do), drop off carpets, then rush to do the menus.
I swear traffic was a bitch. Fuckin hard to find available taxis going where I needed to go. Rushed down to Amoy street again, dropped by the office to see if there was anything that needed picking up, then rushed to the printers on nearby Gemmill street. And ordered 300 menus of the thickest paper, to find… Not enough paper! Fuuuu-. Chose 200 of the thick and 50 slightly less thick and agreed on that, headed back to the office to wait. The printers said hopefully by 5. Right, that was when I needed to get back to the hotel by. Nevermind. Waited waited, headed back to the printers. They finished at 5.
Shit. Isn’t 5 like, when alot of roads close? Fuuuuu- Alot of taxi drivers just shook their heads the moment I said “Ritz Ca-” “Nonononono” *door slams* “Huff Huff” “Ritz Ca-” “Nononono” *door slams* fuuuuuuu-
Finally found some real nice cab driver. The chatty kind as well, he was like “I’m not sure how far we can go, but we’ll try la ok, see how.” Wah lifesaver.
Managed to run back to the hotel carrying the bloody heavy set of menus. Whew reacher in time. (Emma changed it, said I could be back by 6.) Alrighty then, those were the highlights I guess, I left around 6, after hanging with the rest of the runners. They’d finished their jobs already. Wow at the hot models/grid-girls. So many haha, they were doing a photoshoot in the ballroom when I got back. One of them had a really nice angel-wing tatoo on her back. Cool as hell yo. All freckin tall. Haha Ken was like, “Eh they’re fuckin tall man” haha cuz he was kinda short.
Oh, he looked 16, or at least our age, but he was like 24. Wtf. Totally didn’t look it.
So, job well done for the day I guess. Real fun job though, would definitely love doing something like that again. Might join Fourdayweek temp. Events company.
Nat, Tim. Aza and Jill worked till 5 a.m, the next morning, till after the party. And wtf, Monique and David were hired to host the party, and you know what? they got 40 bucks an hour to do it. Cool shit. Managed to see some pit crew and MAYBE a few of the racers, but I couldn’t tell.
MRT-ed home whew. Totally pooped. 36 hours straight.
Today, I rested hahaha, dead tired. And my ankle is sore from the chair I dropped on it ):
Alright then gonna catch some shut-eye, ciao.
A small three things.
So I saw this on that vlog thing, and they were supposed to pick a show, a song, and a movie that desribed them.
So I’ma choose mine too.
Let’s see, for the show, I’m not too sure, because I don’t really watch a lot of tv, wow this is tough, I really can’t think of one. Uhhhhh,wow, it’s so hard, my thought chains has gone from Shows -> Movies -> Mtv -> The OC -> Bob Sinclair’s Love Generation -> How my guitar would sound if I used the capo I bought last week to play that song -> Aydan’s dad’s guitar tone and how it’s clean tone compares to mine -> His cover of John Mayer’s “Daughters” -> How sleepy I am now. Wow epic thought chain. /post
Seriously though, I can’t think of a show. I’ma just pick one that comes close. House. Yes, got it. House. Because the world lacks altruism. Same reason for my movie.
I’ma do the song first, I think I’d pick, Jimmy Eat World – The Middle
The movie I think best describes me’d be Edward Scissorhands. If you haven’t you really should see it. I like it’s surreal-ness. When you watch you it feels really delicate, like everything’s made of glass. Well, at least that’s what I feel, like just one thing could shatter it all. And in the movie, it did. That’s not why it describes me though, I think the protagonist and I have alot in common. Like ALOT. Here’s why.
He could, but he doesn’t think of hurting anyone.
Doesn’t mean to do alot of the things he does.
Finds it hard to fit in.
Tries to please everyone, and succeeds for awhile
And when he finally thinks he does he gets taken advantage of.
He’s angry, but prefers to retreat into himself.
He can’t reach out.
Retreats away from it all.
Back to his old place, full of his old friends.
I swear just watch the movie it’s beautiful. I’m watching it now. At 6 in the morning.
I want to be a Vampire. Not like any twilight bullcrap. Like real Bram Stoker kind. The ONLY kind.
Three posts in a night. Well, I was bored. And I still am. Alright the sun’s rising, time to retreat.
Oh I also watched The Neverending Story (1984) Awhile ago. Being a 90’s kid, I obviously think the visuals are really bad, but I guess considering it’s a 1984 film, it’s pretty awesome. Fantastic to say the least. Well, it’s all fantasy anyway, but too much for my taste. The book was hella awesome. Awesome-er than the movie.
I love books. Because it’s all you not some random guy thinking how everything looks for you. You make up the scenes, you make up the appearances, it’s all yours, and it’s different for everybody. Movies kill things by taking away what these people could have imaginged by themselves. Oh well. Hah, I remember this really really old game, Imagination Express. Wow. Jill and I used to love it because you could make up whole stories using the templates and drawings they had. It was an old computer game for Windows 95 or something, you made the scenes and stuff and typed in your story, with a few sound effects and songs here and there. Was fun. Epic big chunk of text right there. Alright, so I’m gonna take a reast now, like I was gonna mention earlier but got carried away with the imagination thing from the watching of The Neverending Story. Alright, Gnight people, for the last time.
There are men in the apples!
Oh and this is pretty cool too, if you’ve got time to spare. Found this youtube page, VlogCandy. Although I’ve only ever watched Meghan’s videos the rest seem pretty cool too. Here’s an intro
Enjoy.


